shrads of light

Things look pretty complicated -
but I can see the light from here.

fire

For so many years we have been continuously scorched by fire.
Yet we did not extinguish it.

Nor has anyone.

It is time for us to make all the fuel burn at once,
so everyone else could live safely.

After fire always comes regrowth...

gotoAndWork

Nothing to say today - just work...

comfortable

...Just a feeling...

rising up

I've noticed most of my posts are pretty gloomy...
Or maybe just the last ones.

Anyhow, I'm usually quite a positive guy -
so I better start acting like one!

'smiley'

So all is good now,
It's been raining for the past two days,
And tomorrow I'm going to ride my bicycle somewhere,
probably the sea.

Life is good.

going swimming

I feel like I'm inside a big tank filled with dark, dark water,
and the water is so still and quiet,
I can't see or hear anything.

And I won't even care if something will pass by me-
This is quite comfortable...



I like being apathetic from time to time.

going back for better or worse

It's been a melow 2 months -
I havn't touched anything thats related to my actual life -
Just gazed at the world while trying to do as little as I could.

So now it's time to get back on my feet and try get stuff organized,
Get daily life ticking..

See if I can manage it all.

first drops of rain

Arriving in Ireland, we were greeted by rain.
And the rain decided to prolong his greetings - until the day we left.
We felt like Ireland was trying to convince us it's a rainy place...
Coming from 40-degrees-Israeli-summer, we had absolutely nothing to lose, so we really enjoyed the weather.This Photograph is dedicated to all the Irishmen that tried to convince us Ireland is prettier in sunlight - ok, we believe you.

irish doors are smiling

Back here in Israel!

And what a trip we had! Truly amazing...
First thing to notice in Ireland - everyone is nice,
and I don't mean "Oh look tourists, put on your nice face" kinda nice.
We really felt welcomed - everywhere we went.

And the doors - each one in a different color.

I just love that!

I'm gonna have a green door.

Or a blue one.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Vacation time is here for me!

Next 3 weeks - Ireland!

So see you all soon, I'll keep in touch ;)

And I promise to be back with a lot of green pictures.

watching time go by

Things have slowed down for me.

I've almost finished all my assignments for college,

I'll be flying to Ireland in a week,

So it's actually time to raise my legs up-high and relax.

It's a funny thing though -

I'm so used to doing stuff all the time,

I keep feeling like I sould be doing something.

So I have decided that doint nothing is doing something.

Now my conscience is clear.

climbing up that hill

It's hard keeping up blogging,

especially with all the stuff aroung me these days-

Mostly college stuff.

I find my "artistic enthusiasm" choked nearly to death, I guess because of pressure and a real feeling of "I am soooooo tired".

off to work

The semester has ended finally, And now - Off to work!

3 more projects to finish.

I hardly have any will to move myself out of bed,

let alone work on those projects.

ahhhhhhhhhh

One sentence/
What a miss - And it makes me so frustrated...
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

I had to say just one sentence to make it work -
But I simply blacked-out and in a few minutes it was all over.

And now I have this awful, unbearable feeling of "I was almost there!"

p.s.

Sorry for the lousy quality,

I forgot my camera on 800 iso...

jerusalem

Walking in the narrow streets of Jerusalem is one of the most unique experiences.
Especially in these troubled times, when Muslim and Jew are alike in their fear from each other.
So it was a real intense feeling walking inside the Muslim quarter during the Jewish holiday of Passover.
Was I afraid? A little.
Was it ok to be afraid? I guess it was.
Is there a real reason to be afraid? I would like to say no -
But here nowadays it seems fear has become a part of us.

For no good reason and for a very few good ones.

cactus

Just a feeling.

jump around

Look at me mommy, I'm flying!

Photos by Rona. Jumping By me.

gum problum

I had an appointment with the dentist today.

I am terified of them.

First of all - I don't like needles.

Second - I don't like watching the dentist stick needles inside my mouth.

Third - It hurts!

Fourth - I can't stand the sound and feel of those awful dental drills.

Fifth - Need I go On?!

So when the dentists' secretary left a message on my cellphone telling me that the appointment was cancelled and I should call back to set a new one, I obviously didn't.

I'll just use satrwberries and baking soda and pray fiercely to the Dental God.

i'm aging and i like it

26th birth day coming in two days....

Whoa...

I actually feel different somehow-

Balder,

my knees hurt,

and I've got this nice beer-belly.

"Lines form on my face and hands

Lines form from the ups and downs

I´m in the middle, without any plans

I´m a boy and I´m a man."

Alice Cooper, I'm 18.

wednesday

Something a little different...
Wednesday's are usually good.

Even if everythings messed up and I have a rotten day,
Somehow by night time it all seems better.
I wish weeks would only contain Wednesdays.

And weekends.

:)

"My life seems unreal,
My crime an illusion,
A scene badly written
In which I must play.
Yet I know as I gaze
At my young love beside me,
The morning is just a few hours away."

Simon and Garfunkel, Wednesday Morning, 3 a.m.


3 years for Rona and me.
Amazing.

waddle waddle

Again it is time to waddle around until I get out of this mud called bad-mood.

After two weeks of vacation, hanging around with my family-from-Canada, It's even worse going back to daily life.

And I thought this vacation will energize me...

Morning\Desert.luv

The desert is a truely unique place.
So quiet yet full of sound, monotonous yet so versatile, relaxing yet truely fearsome.
Right now I think there is no more appealing place for me like the desert.
I have the feeling a week with no cell-phone, no work and no home-work will do me wonders.

I seem to complain a lot lately,
and it may seem that I'm not satisfied with my life right now.

I must say it's not true - my life is fine right now,
there's just this feeling that I need something else,
an outing for feelings or atristic desires that doesn't seem to be.

I tend to have this feeling while studying -
Could it be that learning actually bounds me from being creative?

Or maybe it gets me way to serious...

And I dislike being serious just as much as I like being serious.

Or maybe it just makes me serious when I shouldn't be.

Food for thought for me -
I'll go eat.

Dry Skin

Beards are cool!

I'm working on a little vizualization of men with beards and moustaches.

Soon to be finished, I hope.

I think beards are more interesting than fashion.

Yup.

Super Powers

When I was a child I always told myself that If I'll be granted with 3 wishes, I would ask to have the ability to fly, to become invisible and indestructable.

Today I guess my three wishes would be different. Or maybe not.

I still want to fly.

I still want to be indestuctable.

I might ask for world peace instead of invisibility.

I sure need some super powers to finish my home-work right now...

Didn't feel like it

I didn't feel like posting anything lately..
It's a big No-No in the world of blogging, but hey-
Who really cares? It's not like thousands of visitors stop by here everyday.

For those of you who do bother - I love you.

So after a long brake (hopefully) will come productive times.

What I've been upto lately:

Listening to music, alot.

Studying - hard to breath, soon over.

Not taking any photographs - see "Studying".

Loosing my sight - need glasses soon.

Losing my hair - won't be needing shampoo soon.

Running - 11km last Saturday, success!

Loving my girlfriend - such comfort.

Working - need money for nothing.

Neglecting my virtual life - not missing it too much/ Thanx Facebook!