letting go

is the hardest thing i have ever done.

unemployment

Happens sometimes...

yellow days

didley-yay/yodel-hey-dee-ho-hey

i'dLikeToBe

Sometimes in all the turmoil around you,
you just want to sit down and gaze at the world.
Like stopping a rain-drop in mid-air,
while it's pouring rain.

Unbelievable silence. Amidst all the noise.
Satisfaction.

Then, when you go back to all the chaos,
it's like you've grown a hundred times in size.

something for nothing

Waiting for the winds of change
To sweep the clouds away
Waiting for the rainbows end
To cast its gold your way
Countless ways
You pass the days

Waiting for someone to call
And turn your world around
Looking for an answer to
The question you have found
Looking for
An open door

You dont get something for nothing
You dont get freedom for free
You wont get wise
With the sleep still in your eyes
No matter what your dreams might be

What you own is your own kingdom
What you do is your own glory
What you love is your own power
What you live is your own story
In your head is the answer
Let it guide you along
Let your heart be the anchor
And the beat of your own song

Rush, Something For Nothing

shrads of light

Things look pretty complicated -
but I can see the light from here.

fire

For so many years we have been continuously scorched by fire.
Yet we did not extinguish it.

Nor has anyone.

It is time for us to make all the fuel burn at once,
so everyone else could live safely.

After fire always comes regrowth...

gotoAndWork

Nothing to say today - just work...

comfortable

...Just a feeling...

rising up

I've noticed most of my posts are pretty gloomy...
Or maybe just the last ones.

Anyhow, I'm usually quite a positive guy -
so I better start acting like one!

'smiley'

So all is good now,
It's been raining for the past two days,
And tomorrow I'm going to ride my bicycle somewhere,
probably the sea.

Life is good.

going swimming

I feel like I'm inside a big tank filled with dark, dark water,
and the water is so still and quiet,
I can't see or hear anything.

And I won't even care if something will pass by me-
This is quite comfortable...



I like being apathetic from time to time.

going back for better or worse

It's been a melow 2 months -
I havn't touched anything thats related to my actual life -
Just gazed at the world while trying to do as little as I could.

So now it's time to get back on my feet and try get stuff organized,
Get daily life ticking..

See if I can manage it all.

first drops of rain

Arriving in Ireland, we were greeted by rain.
And the rain decided to prolong his greetings - until the day we left.
We felt like Ireland was trying to convince us it's a rainy place...
Coming from 40-degrees-Israeli-summer, we had absolutely nothing to lose, so we really enjoyed the weather.This Photograph is dedicated to all the Irishmen that tried to convince us Ireland is prettier in sunlight - ok, we believe you.

irish doors are smiling

Back here in Israel!

And what a trip we had! Truly amazing...
First thing to notice in Ireland - everyone is nice,
and I don't mean "Oh look tourists, put on your nice face" kinda nice.
We really felt welcomed - everywhere we went.

And the doors - each one in a different color.

I just love that!

I'm gonna have a green door.

Or a blue one.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Vacation time is here for me!

Next 3 weeks - Ireland!

So see you all soon, I'll keep in touch ;)

And I promise to be back with a lot of green pictures.

watching time go by

Things have slowed down for me.

I've almost finished all my assignments for college,

I'll be flying to Ireland in a week,

So it's actually time to raise my legs up-high and relax.

It's a funny thing though -

I'm so used to doing stuff all the time,

I keep feeling like I sould be doing something.

So I have decided that doint nothing is doing something.

Now my conscience is clear.

climbing up that hill

It's hard keeping up blogging,

especially with all the stuff aroung me these days-

Mostly college stuff.

I find my "artistic enthusiasm" choked nearly to death, I guess because of pressure and a real feeling of "I am soooooo tired".

off to work

The semester has ended finally, And now - Off to work!

3 more projects to finish.

I hardly have any will to move myself out of bed,

let alone work on those projects.

ahhhhhhhhhh

One sentence/
What a miss - And it makes me so frustrated...
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

I had to say just one sentence to make it work -
But I simply blacked-out and in a few minutes it was all over.

And now I have this awful, unbearable feeling of "I was almost there!"

p.s.

Sorry for the lousy quality,

I forgot my camera on 800 iso...

jerusalem

Walking in the narrow streets of Jerusalem is one of the most unique experiences.
Especially in these troubled times, when Muslim and Jew are alike in their fear from each other.
So it was a real intense feeling walking inside the Muslim quarter during the Jewish holiday of Passover.
Was I afraid? A little.
Was it ok to be afraid? I guess it was.
Is there a real reason to be afraid? I would like to say no -
But here nowadays it seems fear has become a part of us.

For no good reason and for a very few good ones.